This life is wonderful
But occasionally something happens. Someone happens that makes reality seem uncomfortable.
I got called a ‘Smack Addict’ and a ‘Tramp with a smart phone’ on-line a while ago and only just found out. Now don’t go thinking I’ve taken it to heart and am balling my eyes out because it’s so mean. No, I just feel sad about this world. What did I do to get called these things? I commented N’aaaaaaw! on a picture of my friend’s baby boy.
I’m sad that this world contains such angry individuals that don’t use reason, logic or fair thinking to conduct themselves, instead they threaten, intimidate a yell insults because of their narrow perspective of what they believe is right. When someone outright verbally attacks and threatens a person they have never met or conversed with before because of a positive and genuine compliment to someone they care about you have to wonder what went wrong with their brain development that led them to have such little logical and emotional processing going on.
I think this hit me so hard because my life has been so wonderfully drama free for so long. it’s been so many years since I’ve fallen out with a friend, been in a argument or been insulted by anyone. My life is simple because if I don’t get along with someone I don’t even utter a word, I just cease caring about them. It makes life so terribly positive! And them someone comes crashing into your life with their ball of hate and suspicion and fires a tirade of unpleasantness of you and there is nothing you can do. Their soul is so twisted with the trails of their life and they direct that river of anger at you without even realising how it feels to a person who’s life isn’t consumed by so much bitterness, It feels alien and strange. It feels like a world filled with lava and fire poured directly into the middle of your day.
I’m not naive. I know this is the world we live in. It makes me sad most of all because their is nothing I can do to change that.
I came in and I took a look at the wedding,
Close the goddamn door bitch
I just told Steve about my stat calculating and he told me I was weird for putting 10 minutes into researching and calculating that. Apparently it isn’t normal.
- Where do you see yourself in ten years?
- I know what I'll do right after the next President is inaugurated. I'll be on the beach somewhere drinking out of a coconut.